July 2010
99 posts
My feet.
Simple as that. I think they’re really pretty! haha
June 2010
103 posts
My boobs.
All my good friends know this about me, and they all probably think I’m crazy too. They’re huge and that’s what all girls want, right? Bigger boobs? Well, not me. They look ridiculous on my frame considering that I’m short and well within my BMI. I hate not being able to wear any of the clothes I want because nothing fits. Even simple t-shirts i have to buy in a large. And forget about making eye-contact with the boy you like, he’s already been staring at your chest for the last 10 minutes.
I should have been on that True Life episode “I hate my large breasts” or something like that, instead of that fat chick that just needed to lose some weight for them to get smaller.
A year ago I would have killed for a breast reduction. There is still no way I can even begin to afford having one. And the idea of the gnarly scars sometimes sounds worse than just leaving them be.
Working as a sales associate at Victoria’s Secret has helped with my insecurity. I meet women who often have the same qualms about their chest as me, like not being able to find a sports bra that works or even a pretty bra in their size. But in this job I also run into a good number of people who laugh at the bigger sizes, even my co-workers…
30 Day Truth Challenge.
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.